If I can't have it, I want it.

Hello lovelies! I know it's been forever, I moved and my stepmother has yet to order internet. So I'm taking advantage of my friend, Maddy's computer. I pierced my monroe (: and I pierced Susan's too. I talked her in to it (: she was so motherfucking hesitant.

dear sidekick,

fuck you. Start working right before I throw you against a wall. Baby, I don't want to be abusive, but I've had it up to here with you forgetting my contacts, notes, bookmarks and settings.

Love your owner,

Christine

"In the Quest for Perfect Breasts."

Do you believe everything happens for a reason? I've tried not to think about it much, but I'm starting to believe everything does happen for a reason. Is every little move we make, every thought we think, every bug that passes our way, is it all little pieces that add up to one thing? The stomach ache you get, the old lady you give your seat up to, the bee that started up the conversation, the canceling of plans, the making of new ones, the collecting of phone numbers and the telling of your life story. Do these little things all add up and go hand in hand, is it like little pixels on the computer that make the whole picture? Something happened to me this Friday, and it made me think. This old lady, with wrinkles carved on her face, told me her life, told me her love for God, told me about true love, and how she survived cancer. Did every action in the day come to bring me to that scene, that situation? Or was she just a piece in the puzzle?

i love this

and my personal favorites:

nudity, no censors.

I'm liking provocative things these days. I don't know why, but I'm not complaining. Today, my friend Sugar told me she could tell I was unique and that I was different (in a good way) and that made me happy. Holy moly, I wish you guys could see her, she's gorgeous. Her hair is so puffy, and it looks too good on her. I am jealous of how she can make anything look good.
I bleached my hair the other day, and guess who also bleached her hair? My sister. 
Today was picture day. I came out horrible. It looks like Shrek made a baby with my mother and that baby is me.
xoxo,
Christine

soymilk curd.

School still feels too long. Here's a picture of my phone. And I am apologize that my neck looks like that of a strained ox.

I decorated my binder. Here it is!

That white paper with the writing was just some songs on a playlist in my itunes.

I am currently loving The Ramones. I can't get enough of them. Sheena is a Punkrocker, Do you Wanna Dance, Pet Semetary, Pin Head, ect. My favorite song from them is probably Poison Heart and Pet Semetary, or Sheena is a Punkrocker. At least for now.

GUESS WHAT. Today, as I was crossing the street, I heard someone call my name, I looked back and there they were, Annie Kim and Rachel Cho. We ran to each other, screaming and hugged in the middle of the street. It brightened up my whole day. It surprised me how intensly happy that made me.

I miss Sally. Too bad I am grounded for the month. Sallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

I am loving this one song, I cannot get it out of my head. ...Oh but I'm so clean cut, I just wanna fuck some sluts...

got originality?

Heard that saying, monkey, see monkey do? Well that other monkey is getting pretty fucking tired. My sister seems to keep stealing my ideas. After I did put a shitload of charms on my phone, a few weeks after, I saw her phone, and guess what? She put craploads of phone charms. I paint my nails today, as seen in my last post, the orange and blue, and isn't it a coincidence that she is painting her nails 2 different colors today too. I mean I know other people do that too, but isn't it a mother fucking coincidence she does right on the day she sees mine? And people don't do it in the same erratic pattern I did mine. They normally do it, black, white, black, white. Very predictable. Whatever.

the apple fell.

School has started. I've only spent 3 days in these new school halls, and yet, I feel like everyday is too long. I am in regular classes now because I didn't get the memo that you needed to apply to SAS. But I'm not complaining because there is a yummy, delicious boy in one of my classes, and he makes it all worth it. Swoon. I haven't met much people yet, but eventually I am sure I will, as will you guys. Most of my classes are with Miss Hanna Kim.

Like my nails?

Please excuse the ugly hands. That gorgeous bracelet was given to me by my canoli, Sally.
I've been into putting on lotion these days, which is odd for me, because I never put on lotion. Who needs soft skin anyway?

SALLY, will do great in her school and make friends faster than you can read hfuwigheruhsgjrk and have it make sense, just kidding, she's gonna make friends pronto.

xoxo,

christine.

ain't no thing but a chicken wing.

See these two magical things? My life revolves around these two. This is as magical as chocolate unicorn crap. (Sallay Lay also has a intense passion for these wonderful tonics).

photobooth scandal.

streching the face is good for the hair.

sally's actual potato shaped head.

she has a twin.

gorgeous.

suck.suck.suck.suck.

fat fish lips.

live fast.

Summer vacation is rushing by. We only have a few more days until we have to go back to the busy hallways and ugly classrooms of school. San Francisco was so fun. I loved it there. My family kept saying that they'd kill themselves if they lived there, but I would be perfectly fine.

the hotel I stayed at

In front of my hotel.

I went to so many tourist attractions like Fisherman's Wharf, The Golden Gate Bridge, Chinatown, Lombard Street and more. It was too much fun. While I was there, I saw an onion walking the streets of San Francisco. An onion. This week is going to be really hectic for me, but I'm looking foward to it. Only a short amount of time til my Sally moves away. But I know we'll still keep in touch, we always will be best friends, even if we get new ones we still will be. We have a connection we can't explain and I know we are soul sisters.

I've been making too many mistakes this month. I have to fix them. I've acting to recklessly and I'm going to have to pay the consequences soon enough, and it's going to be torture, at least for me.

I went back to school shopping, sort of. I'll make a post about that sooner or later. And are you guy alert of the brush fires happening everywhere? This world is filled with too much bad I tell you.

ugly days

GAH! I feel so stressed and annoyingly disgusting. I feel so vulgar I can't even write about my fun time with Sally or San Francisco or put up any photos. I'll come around to them though. And blogspot is going haywire on me. Im following people that im not following! It says I am and when I click on myself, I'm following people I'm not following! I don't know whats up.

ok, a post just isn't the same without a picture, so here you go.

xoxo,

Christine

truth of the trees.

It is 5:39 am as I am typing this. I am sleeping over Sally's and she's asleep at the moment. Today, I watched an amazing movie called, The Boy in the Striped Pajamas. It was too great. I recommend everyone to watch it. It made me cry several times and I wanted more when it ended. It takes place in World War II, where the main characters is a German Boy named Bruno and a Jewish boy named Shmuel. They have a forbidden friendship, and it causes to a tragic end. I think the movie shows a certain innocence of children, the power of brainwashing, the good in people, and the stupidity and ignorance of others. But anywho darlings, please watch it.

Sally and I had a good old time yesterday? And we're going to the beach today and I will be wearing bunny shorts, yes, very glamorous.

ladies and gents.

go here (:

zombiepagentqueens.blogspot.com

please and thank you

smile.

surprise visit from a special guest.

green caps and stadium changes.

Hello everybody. It's 2:29 am and im finally in San Francisco. Sorry no pictures on this post, I'm writing this on my phone. And all the pictures of my trip will be crap-tastic because my parents didn't bring the camera thus, I am forced to use my phone. Hope everyone is having a good time (:

mustache anyone?

Michael Jackson and Andy Warhol dresses!

you can't stay, but I'm okay with that.

Well I first would like to talk about my recent obssesion for Harry Potter. I never really liked the movies, I was those kids who was never really fanatic about it, and eventually watched it, I was those kids that changed the channel if it was on abc family or so. But now, I love it. I constantly see things in everyday life that reminds me of Harry Potter. And no, nothing like propeganda or merchandise but maybe a cool, mystical looking necklace, and ect. and I get really happy/excited. It's a bit sad, but I'm not complaining about it. I like the feeling of joy and looking foward to something, as trivial as it may be.

I feel my days are filled with hollow happiness. I see that I'm content in a way, but not completly whole. Something is missing and I want it back. I make my wish and preach my prayer every night so that each morning I awake, I am hit with disappointment. And I cannot stress how much we have to live while we are actually living! Remember we only get one life and one chance and this is ours, our only one. We have to take the moments as they come. Don't take life to seriously, don't always play by the book, don't get to worked up about the future. We have to do what makes us happy and content before our time is over. If that means getting a tattoo of a banana split on your ass, so be it.

are you the new nanny?

Today, technically yesterday, I went to the downtown fabric district. I would've taken all the glorious beauty of the fabrics if I brought my camera, or cellphone, but I didn't. And I'm sorry. I bought some sequin patches and some tulle, and a necklace. Oh my goodness, in one of the stores, like in many of the other stores, the owner was very creepy.
How's life? Mines very crappy. But everyday, I have a glimmer of hope. Because tomorrow is another day, a new day. Another chance to fix your mistakes and start something beautiful. And that's what I try to keep in mind. Because yesterday was another crappy day filled with sadness and anger. But I'm going to try to make it better today. But I don't know if I'll succeed. I hate the disappointment. I'm my own worst enemy.

I got tulle in cream and rose pink. I wanted 2 other fabrics but my mother was getting annoyed. I'm going to make headbands out of them. Stay tuned for them boys and girls!

sequin banana.

Sequin rose.

goodbye!

airbrushed, like you.

Ever notice that one somebody asks you, "Can you do me a favor?" they aren't really asking? I mean nobody can ever say no to those questions so it's more of a polite demand.
I got a bit of new stuff, and I took pictures of them a while ago to put up all on this blog but I'm too lazy. So maybe in a little bit. There are so many good movies out and coming out. I need to watch them. So while I was looking for kitty pictures the other day, I stumbled upon a blog dedicated to funny cat pictures, it was actually quite amazing and I found myself being intigued. It was so ridiculous. Here are some of the ones I thought were the cutest/funniest.


and here are some cats in love?
all these cat pictures make me look like a crazy cat lady.
ta-ta lovelies!

I can see the stars on your face.

Hello all (: I spent the whole day with Sally. It was so fun. We walked, and talked and played and what not. And many people were staring at us, and I think I know why, we were so bright.

She is my soul sister.