you can't stay, but I'm okay with that.

Well I first would like to talk about my recent obssesion for Harry Potter. I never really liked the movies, I was those kids who was never really fanatic about it, and eventually watched it, I was those kids that changed the channel if it was on abc family or so. But now, I love it. I constantly see things in everyday life that reminds me of Harry Potter. And no, nothing like propeganda or merchandise but maybe a cool, mystical looking necklace, and ect. and I get really happy/excited. It's a bit sad, but I'm not complaining about it. I like the feeling of joy and looking foward to something, as trivial as it may be.

I feel my days are filled with hollow happiness. I see that I'm content in a way, but not completly whole. Something is missing and I want it back. I make my wish and preach my prayer every night so that each morning I awake, I am hit with disappointment. And I cannot stress how much we have to live while we are actually living! Remember we only get one life and one chance and this is ours, our only one. We have to take the moments as they come. Don't take life to seriously, don't always play by the book, don't get to worked up about the future. We have to do what makes us happy and content before our time is over. If that means getting a tattoo of a banana split on your ass, so be it.